

I have learned over the years the importance of finding balance in one's life. Balance can mean something different for each and every one of us. My Balance is found when my mental, work, financial, family, church, and adventure are all in place. It takes a lot of work to keep it all balanced and I hope to do that and to record my feelings of balance here in this blog for 2025.
I was walking out of work tonight and it had been a sort of boring day, nothing to really write about. I saw the beautiful mountains, the glistening sun coming through to the orchard on the Paiute land and I saw some ravens enjoying some worms or something on the ground. The sunshine brought joy to my heart as always. I was walking along and looked down and there on the ground was some type of crawler. It was moving as fast as it could. I watched for a minute as every time my shadow went above it, it just moved faster and faster as if it was on the journey to save his life. I just watched as I went along and then I realized that is what I am grateful for today. Heavenly Father once again guides my mind to the world around me which I love and shows me something totally unexpected that again brings me to a totally new thought process.
I tried to do a little research and find out what this little crawler is, even put a picture in an app that identifies crawling things, it came back with no match. So this sighting really was just for me, and now I will look for them a little closer. I really want to know what it is now. A great way to end a slow day, and I am grateful for it.
For most of my life, Halloween has been one of my favorite holidays. When my kids were young we did Halloween on 71st street in Tempe Arizona where we lived. I loved it. It started with a hay wagon ride and the kids would jump off and each house on the street. There was chili bake offs, musical chairs, all kinds of games. There was much more to it than that, it was service, fun and just spectacular.
When my husband died, holidays have been difficult for me, especially Halloween because it was one of his favorites and sometimes the great memories seem to also bring a small sense of sadness to me and so I avoid it. But this year I am excited for Halloween. We have our weekly dinner the 2nd Sunday (well this time it will be on Saturday so Sara said she could join us) and so I am planning a very full, fun night. We are going to start off with decorating the house. I have gotten a bunch of decorations and incorporated them into games and making dinner. I am also going to make rootbeer which I have not done for many years.
I was looking online for some things to make for dinner that are Halloween themed and these are the final things I deciding from to make.
All of the rest I am going to put to use. The kids will be doing a decoration in the house and then making them all up and plating them and then they will get a prize and by the time we are finished we will have a great dinner and a wonderfully decorated house. I am going to have Ashlyn hang the lights she did such a great job with the Christmas lights.
I love to plan for events that I have not shared with my Grandkiddos and this will be one for the books. I get so excited with the planning that it seems like when I get all done with the planning, my mind seems to somehow move on to the next exciting event. I hope it might even be the event that heals my hesitation and allows Halloween to be an event that is celebrated from now on.
Once the dinner night comes, I will hope to get a bunch of pictures. I am very excited. I feel very blessed that I am able to experience these feelings. Ups and downs are regular for me, but the excitement is in the air with the planning of a great family dinner.
Today I had a surprise text. I had to read it a couple of times to see for sure who it said had left a message. I have had and continue to have many people in my life named Rebecca. So, in my phone, I label them so I know which Rebecca is contacting me.
Today at work, my phone showed, Rebecca Sister. I haven't spoken to her for some time with the exception of a text when her husband died. It is really very interesting how people change and what brings on changes.
Motions of a Hidden Fire: President Jeffrey R Holland
Covenant Confidence through Jesus Christ: Elder Ulisses Soares
My very favorite was "Be still and Know That I Am God: Elder David A. Bednar
All Things for our Good: Elder Gerrit W Gong.
Well, I could just list them all! I love each of them and am so grateful for the Conference of April 2024 and now I am ready for Conference Fall of 2024.
I feel so blessed to be a member of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints. I really need to do some real soul searching and change anything in my life that takes me away from the gospel plan.
I am so grateful that Heavenly provides us with such wonderful days and seemingly knows just what we need. I need the sunshine and I am so thankful for it. I am blessed.